June

June had so far been an extremely busy month.. with most nites in the office till ten.
i do not want to live like that and i shall leave the office at six.
i hate it when i say i would but never do.
makes me feel i am unreliable.
which is a weakness.

oh ya, i went for "body talk" session with an old friend from NLP
she is brilliant
for those who do not know what i am talking about,,,, i should try to explain.
body talk is a cross between kinesiology when our body will tell the practitioner "yes" & "no" answers,, with muscular tests, eg by gently depressing the arm to check of muscle resistance and guage for yes / no.
body talk combince TCM traditional chinese medicine
and belief system, and energy stuff (like reiki)

anyway, before i loose you, just know that there are more "baggages" our body carries that meets the eye.

i had 2 sessions and she addressed:-

• the regular aches, toe cramps, etc, i cant recall.. oh ya, and an issue about "sweetness"

second session was more intriguing as i had not told her anything but she discovered:-

• i had a phobia of another person's anger and there was a blockage at my heart area.

my body could even tell her who that person was as i shortlisted 2.

• my body told her of a grieve i was holding and said that i had to clear it to make room for something new.
• my body also told her that i have a concern about health insurance issue about the future

so i guess my body is telling her a lot of things that is happening to me.

anyway, we balanced the matters and although i cannot give you concrete evidence of improvement, i do trust the process & the science of it.